Feeling a bit green

I will be 6 weeks tomorrow. I am feeling nausea tonight. I actually have felt it since yesterday. Comes and goes but this afternoon it has stayed with me. That is a good sign and I should be happy. Instead I am still very nervous. I have also been crampy, but that is normal too. The baby growing will do that. I might go ahead and call the Pregnancy Center to schedule my test and sonogram. I wanted to wait until I was 8 weeks though, but maybe not. Maybe seeing it will help me connect better. So hard when you have lost 2 in a row.