My age and having more children

I am 42 and will be 43 in March. I am to some to old to have children now. But, I disagree. If a person wishes to let God give her blessings then it is hers and only her decision. Well her husband too...lol I am not the usual, I am happy if I am blessed with another child.

It seems somewhere along the way people have lost family values. Lost sight of whats really important. I don't want 2.5 children, how do you do that anyway?? If God gives me 20 I want all 20! That is how I feel.

I understand some are concerned with my health. I am fine. I feel good. Yes, I have arthritis, but that is no reason to deprive myself of a child.

So with that said, I want to say that I am not going on birth control, I am not going to "be careful" I am going to do just like I have always done. Let God choose my path in life. If I get pregnant I welcome it, if I don't I accept it.

I am beginning to take Progesterone. It is a hormone that I need to help me with peri pre menopausal symptoms. It will also help my body sustain a pregnancy should I conceive.

Hopefully those close to me who read this will understand, this is my life, my decision, my family. I love all my family, siblings, tho we all have different opinions, and lifestyles. Please respect me in my decision to live my life how I want to.

I am not angry with anyone, nor is this post being written to upset anyone. It is just a blog entry on how I feel and what I plan to do. Information for those who choose to read this blogger page.

More posts will follow on this chapter journey in my life. So be sure to check back and see what happens. :)